Lexy Harlequin

but im bored as a fucking potato so why not

i've decided im going to get extensions cause my hair is lame and wont grow fast enough
i have it reddy brown atm which im kind of liking and i was over blonde.

im going on a health kick cause i feel really grosse, i want lots of fresh fruit and veg and water and herbal tea *yum*

sydney underground film festivals coming up and theres alot of work to do there,but kriss,lore, elmo and i are powering through it. and it should be awesome. we're also getting sponsored by clothing companys so yayy

im currently addicted to the hills, yes i know im about 3 years late on that obsession  but i love it and want to buy the dvds hahahahaha i think heidi is a stupid little girl who i kind of feel bad for cause she doesnt see how people like SPENCER use her and manipulate her. but end result she should know better and stick my her friends....

ive been a bit awol from everything lately mainly cause i want to sort out my life and hanging out with old friends i think is really helping.

BTW if you want tickets to the Sydney Underground Film Festival contact us at contact@teamharlequin.com

peace( i think its so pretentious how people end their conversations with "peace")

xoxox

lexface

 

its dissapointing to see buzznet is now whoring mtv to us all.

specially when peoples art work got shafted for it.

goes to prove its all about the money.

not happy buzznet.you used to be cool

i say its cause theyre hating on men and would be scared shitless of actually having a relationship with a girl.

i do not fear it. ultimatly its about finding the perfect person for you.

if that person is a woman, then so what?

why should that change anything?

i think homophobia is strange.

 

im not a jealous person

i usually dont give two fucks about who or what or anything

however it appears to me that you dearest are a sucker

you are blind to every girls rediculous actions

you run to every damsel in faux distress.

i always knew this really, why did you think i questioned your motives at the start?

but it irritates me

you run to every beck and call

they dont want help on an assessment you asshat, they just want any form of your attention.

you give that to them and they thinks its more than just an assessment your helping with.

 

man.... guys are so fucking stupid.

 

 

im in need of a get away.

i was looking through the travel section of the paper yesterday and wanted to go pretty much everywhere.

i want to go to hongkong

i want to go to japan

i want to go to the carribbean (sp?)

i want to go to thailand

i want to go to the UK

i want to go to hawaii...

i want to get on a bus with my friends and play music and laugh and sing and write

that is what i want.

got a bus anyone?

 

 

i had a bit of a happy moment just now, possibly cause i had no uni today and possibly because i spent the afternoon with the best boy around. Either way i'm happy and i want to get down some resolutions

- i want to travel. sooooo so sooooooo much. i want to get on a plane/car/ train and go to worlds where i have not been and have adventures and smile and love and live.

- i want to swim. i know it sound rediculous because ive spent the entire summer not swimming but i want to swim and spend hours in the ocean.

- i want to write. a novel. a poem. a story. a biogrpahy. it doesnt matter. i just want to write.

- i want to show the boy i love how much i love him and how much i appreciate everything he does for me.

- i want to spend more time with my family. i dont spend as much time with them as i should.

- i want to dance in the rain on a sunny day.

 

take life and love it. be greatful for the ones who love you. i know i need to do this more. im the worst when it comes to being postive lately but i want to get better, if not for me then for him.

i think im always trying to find the perfect definition of love

mine usually goes back to

love having a relationship be it romantic or not, struggling with it, wanting to throw it out the window and scream.the passion of it all. the love part comes into it when you cant part with it. that something that makes you want to put a bandaid over the problem and let it heal. love is that thing that makes you realize that thing you care about is worth fighting for...

thats my definition, whats yours?

can you hear it?
the tick
perhaps its an imaginary one
"maybe its in your head"
you can feel it
it's like a gust of wind only one person can feel
" maybe its not there"
the tingles like butterflies only on the outside
a million voices shouting with no sound
its a tick missing the tock but not.
a fire exploding around me.
"you know its coming" 

..... i can wait, i'm not sure i want this all to unfold.

hey hey, im not sure if this will work because buzznet is tempermental and likes to make me angry after posting really good stuff and then deleting it... buzznet im not happy with this kind of treatment...i thought we were friends...ok enough crazy talk.

im killing time before i head off to the airport. im going on a short vacation with my boy to the gold coast in Queensland Australia, for those that dont know it heres a  few pics

im so excited. theres so much to do there and its just going to be great to relax before SoundwaveFestival . ( btw lemme know if your going) and Uni which starts up the following monday ( ewww). Next holiday i want to go to Melbourne, NZ and then Japan. I think I'd love Japan. Where would you suggest my next holiday be?

 

aussie kids please help me out.

im writing a news story about Homebake being turned from All Ages to 18+ only.

I need reactions. Any form of input on this would be killer.

What do you kids think? bad choice good choice?

old folks like me is this a good thing? i mean yes i constantly have a bitch about u18 kids at shows but is this decision fair?

ok well yes plz help me out. much needed

love you all

hey hey y'all.

so it turns out Skelanimals released an Australian range at Jay Jays.... i went to check it out and i found the clothing items to be really cheap prints. like honestly i woulda gone Skelanimals mad if i thought the quality was better. To be honest i think we got short changed, not liking this at all. The cute slip on shoes were cool though, i needs to get me a pair of those. I liked the totes also. But T-shirts... Skelanimals people, get on it, we want cute Skelanimals stuff not cheap versions.

Anyways I've been super busy with my new job and also with Team Harlequin and uni. Yesterday i went to Paramore with Deb, Team Harlequin's fashion editor, we YET AGAIN, got harrassed by a sea of 12 year olds who obviously have more time than me and sat at the door all day,let me tell you now, if you kids are reading this. IT IS NOT MY FAULT THAT THE BOX OFFICE OPENS AT 7PM and  I HAVE TO GET THERE AT THAT TIME AND I INSTANTLY GET ON THE FRONT OF THE GUESTLIST LINE. NOT MY FAULT.  So please stop yelling profanities at me, my work collegues and friends, it shows your immaturity.I am not a groupie, i am not a poser. Im there for the exact same reason as you, to enjoy the show. Deb and i made up a funny  name which we might be naming the Team Harlequin Street Team, " Sydneys Most Hated". makes sense doesnt it?

Whatever anyways i have a tonne of images and videos to upload, from a long ass time ago so look out for them and....

get on to

www.teamharlequin.buzznet.com

also let us know if your interested in joining the street team

xo-lexy

hey lovers. i havnt blogged in a while. to be honest ive just not been in buzznet mode. which im sure my bf will deny because according to him im always in buzznet mode.

lifes been pretty awesome lately. seen a bunch of awesome shows. god i love aussie music, its so underrated in the world wide music scene unless its mainstreamed. my advise is go and listen to a bunch of local bands like five star friday, young lovers, famous by association, the beautiful girls, the butterfly effect, the vaine, the fifthnation etc. haha im a little biased cuz i know a lot of these ppl personally but they really do produce amazing music. ive been doing what i love lately, and its amazing. going to shows, meeting new people, staying in bed til late and not sleeping til day break. i absolutly love it.

i have a photoshoot tomorow for Team Harlequin, i havnt done a shoot in ages and ages and ages. i have to get together my bags and bags of junk together for it. hahaha everywhere i go i carry a minimum of 2 bags.im Sydneys hipsster baglady...hahaha im pretty amped. im gona get vids and post the pix so u can meet my crazy harlequin girls. theyre the sex on legs. we're going shopping after cuz i severly need new clothes.

anyone going to klaxons?? ill pay any amount for ur ticket.

ok over and out.

<3 lexy

i could sit here and cry forever.
the acidic green seeping into the tepid pool of hazel.
this is not the real me.
the one representing me is a fake. a clone. an evil twin.
i do not like her, i know you won't like her much either
she is scarred, bruised, battered and most of all
she is afraid.
she acts not with rationality, but out of fear, anger and revenge.

im sorry i acted the way i did.
the past is not something we can rewind and re-do.
taming the twin inside of me is harder that it appears.
she see's limitations but always crosses the line.

she is afraid of loosing.
she has lost in the past.
she has been hurt.
she doesnt mean to be the way she is.

its out of fear

out of fear of getting in too deep.

out of fear you'll see the cracks

out of fear i'll fall harder than you will

out of fear i'll loose you.

out of fear i'll loose me.

[ im so sorry ppl. i dont think anyone gets what im on about here but i needed to vent]

people on buzznet who constantly complain about the people on it.

" buzznet is full of fakes and scene kids. i hate scene kids" yet they have like 3 scene girls in their top friends.

the ppl who complain about the people on buzzalicious. i dont care if u hate raquel reed or audrey. i really dont and guess what they dont either. the funny thing is these ppl lurk on the buzzalicious ppls buzznets constantly. the way ive always thought it went was,if u dont like something, u stay away from it not become obsessed with it and hating on it.

your not an individual and u are not the first to hate on a person. it makes you sound naiive and like a child. grow the fuck up.

another thing i really hate, is people who refuse to put up their own pix up and yet cut down a person who is "fat" or "ugly" and "photoshops". get over it. it happens and if ur so goddamn gorgeous where the fuck is your picture? besides beauty should be measured not only be appearance but by a persons intellect and character.

rant over.

 

i had a really lazy day today. it was wonderful.

i love that word. wonderful. carissa used it to describe Dave and i thought it was cute because its never a word i use. but today was wonderful.

i woke up feeling a bit sick but thats ok. i think the cold weather is doing me in. had a seedy breaky of double shot of black coffee and to add a bit of health i had strawberry yogurt.

got ready, and decided that something must be done about my hair.im over it. OVER IT. i  havnt changed it in like a month.. massivly long for me.

so after getting ready i met up with brad and we drove to his place to have a hobo lazy day where we stayed in bed literally all day. watched half of itchy the killer and half of the dave chappelle show then half of team america. we have killer attention spans.

after hours of this being hobos we decided to go eat captn crunch, he is that much of a dork that he had it imported by his mates.. dork mania. watched more tv.. god we're sad... then on the way home he stopped at krispy kreme and we ate a few i made a mess in his car hahaha and then he drove me home. XD happiness.

im feeling sick again from the donut and the tofu i had for dinner but im happy.

 

 

last night we went to the used secret show with loreta to cover it for Team Harlequin, we met a tonne of rad buzznet and myspace kids. i'm writing a review of the show, and posting a few pics and loreta will be posting vids  and stuff so look out for it on

teamharlequin.buzznet.com

myspace.com/teamharlequin

As a non used fan i wasnt expecting much from it, but theyre actually quite good live. Really sweet guys too. Overall fukn rad night.

<3LEXY

p.s get on

http://recklessrisks.myshopify.com

www.myspace.com/recklessrisks

its relativly early. 9;49. trying to get all my buzznet/myspace junk out of the way so i can focus on the million things i have to get done by monday.

ive managed to get a few models/promo girls for my collection at Reckless Risks  which is bloody amazing, i think even you guys will be surprised. cuz im blown away. get on it kidds, new products coming out very soon.

i have to do my screen media visual journal.... i hate you hunter!! hate i say!! i dont want to watch the million boring movies u prescribed for us to watch and include in the visual journal... omg funny story. i found out one of my lecturers has myspace , and im not sure why im so surprised about this because these days everyone has myspace... haha but yes ben told me and i was looking at it during one of our breaks, laughing my ass off. hahaha lecturers are funny.

btw does anyone want to sell loreta and i their splendor on the grass tickets? do me a favour kids, if u come across 2 tickets plz tell them loreta and i will buy them. as long as they dont try and rip us amazingly...

bah weird occurance yesterday with gene... i need to talk to him. i dont like leaving things weird for too long. and on that note i think brad should call me.  hahaha weeeooooo

OHHHHH lastly. i forgot who it was that told me but apparently there are kids out there on myspace,LJ and i duno what else that are making fake accounts with my name and fotos. so if u come across one, send me the link. its creepy. haha

<3lexy

p.s every1 thats made me a favourite on their buzznet, thank you!!! im not quite sure y i would be a favourite but thanks anyways

Reckless Risks is now open.

Reckless Risks is my webstore, check it out , theres not alot up now but there will be soon. Its a working progress, I just finished making a few sweet bows for the store  theyre really cute. they come in differnt coloured ribbons and they have a gold crown in the middle. Luv them.

For the Spelling Bee range i take customs AUD$8 for the first 6 letters, every letter after that is $1 extra.

Paypal Only for now, i also do WCC ( well concealed cash) but do this at your own risk.Send me a message via Buzz Messages or an email via the site.

If anyone wants to help make up a logo for Reckless Risks plz let me know.

<3 Lexyharlequin

 

http://recklessrisks.myshopify.com/

yo kittens im writing you as i listen to one of my faves MUSE, hope they get better, i heard them and MCR got food poisoning and had to push back tour dates.... i love muse. muse are beautiful.mcr r too but im listening to muse

last night i had a killer time. Team Harlequin was invited to be a part of a video clip shooting but Kriss was at 30stm and Loreta had some family junk to take care of therefore i represented.I took along my two buddies Christelle and Lisa, had an amazing time and the guys were really great. I didnt really have time to fix my hair so i rocked up with my black hair with peroxide blonde and faded purple bits in my hair hahaha i think if my hair didnt look so shit i woulda gotten a bit more camera time but its ok i had an amazing time. i seriously cannot wait til the vid comes out... mainly to c if i can spot myself (yes im a loser like that ahaha) after that Lisa, Christelle and I went partying and i ended up seeing a band at 3 wise, the guitarist reminded me of Paul Kohler, which i thought was awesome.. however i kept being annoyed by some ppl, hahaha some guy tried to pick me up, and i dont do the picking up thing while im having a killer time headbanging next to Paul Kohler look-a-like.. so i told him my name was Ana and i spoke little english.. mean. i know... but i was having too much fun to care.anywayysss i think the band had a camera guy running around n shooting the gig.. so go look for me on youtube. any money is you'll find me making an ass of myself hahaha

im going to try and organise for me n loreta to regroup tomorow cuz we have alot planned but we need to actually get it in action and have it organised... so i'll try and do that b4 the gig im covering.

i have to somehow write up my debate for uni before i meet loreta and then go with possibly her and carissa to cover the Behind Crimson Eyes gig....our friends Guns For Glory are also playing so it should be killer.

oh btw Sammi XO and i are planning to take over the world -literally cuz shes in the states n im here in australia- so watch the fuck out kids, we're coming after you!

Reckless Risks opens very soon- as soon as i find someone who knows how to design webstores. stock is ready. the store isnt how i want it to look... what do you guys think should i open now? or should i wait til i get someone who knows how to work Vision to make me a layout for my store?? Cuz i tried and honey... im no I.T. wizz.... i duno.. ok im rambling. i think i need sleep. if you know how to work vision plz plz plz let me know if your willing to help me.

goodnight cupcakes- cupcakes are wayyy better than muffins, they have icing and sprinkles XD

im feeling lazy today.. first week back at la uni and im so glad the 1st weeks done

3 more hell weeks and i have a month of lazying.. well more like working my ass off to pay for my trip at the end of the year.but no uni.. which is kinda good.

exciting events are coming up.

- reckless risks ( my accessories webstore) opens soon XD i cannot wait.. was meant to open this week but had to be pushed back.

- interviewing a few local cats in bands for TH

-dancing like the mofo i am, at a few disoteques

-TH meetings about the next couple of months... lots going on kids... its prettyy fkn amazing

im bored... sleepy.. ask me questions. tell me stories.