i've decided im going to get extensions cause my hair is lame and wont grow fast enough
i have it reddy brown atm which im kind of liking and i was over blonde.

im going on a health kick cause i feel really grosse, i want lots of fresh fruit and veg and water and herbal tea *yum*

sydney underground film festivals coming up and theres alot of work to do there,but kriss,lore, elmo and i are powering through it. and it should be awesome. we're also getting sponsored by clothing companys so yayy

im currently addicted to the hills, yes i know im about 3 years late on that obsession  but i love it and want to buy the dvds hahahahaha i think heidi is a stupid little girl who i kind of feel bad for cause she doesnt see how people like SPENCER use her and manipulate her. but end result she should know better and stick my her friends....

ive been a bit awol from everything lately mainly cause i want to sort out my life and hanging out with old friends i think is really helping.

BTW if you want tickets to the Sydney Underground Film Festival contact us at contact@teamharlequin.com

peace( i think its so pretentious how people end their conversations with "peace")

xoxox

lexface

specially when peoples art work got shafted for it.

goes to prove its all about the money.

not happy buzznet.you used to be cool

i do not fear it. ultimatly its about finding the perfect person for you.

if that person is a woman, then so what?

why should that change anything?

i think homophobia is strange.

i usually dont give two fucks about who or what or anything

however it appears to me that you dearest are a sucker

you are blind to every girls rediculous actions

you run to every damsel in faux distress.

i always knew this really, why did you think i questioned your motives at the start?

but it irritates me

you run to every beck and call

they dont want help on an assessment you asshat, they just want any form of your attention.

you give that to them and they thinks its more than just an assessment your helping with.

man.... guys are so fucking stupid.

i was looking through the travel section of the paper yesterday and wanted to go pretty much everywhere.

i want to go to hongkong

i want to go to japan

i want to go to the carribbean (sp?)

i want to go to thailand

i want to go to the UK

i want to go to hawaii...

i want to get on a bus with my friends and play music and laugh and sing and write

that is what i want.

got a bus anyone?

- i want to travel. sooooo so sooooooo much. i want to get on a plane/car/ train and go to worlds where i have not been and have adventures and smile and love and live.

- i want to swim. i know it sound rediculous because ive spent the entire summer not swimming but i want to swim and spend hours in the ocean.

- i want to write. a novel. a poem. a story. a biogrpahy. it doesnt matter. i just want to write.

- i want to show the boy i love how much i love him and how much i appreciate everything he does for me.

- i want to spend more time with my family. i dont spend as much time with them as i should.

- i want to dance in the rain on a sunny day.

take life and love it. be greatful for the ones who love you. i know i need to do this more. im the worst when it comes to being postive lately but i want to get better, if not for me then for him.

mine usually goes back to

love having a relationship be it romantic or not, struggling with it, wanting to throw it out the window and scream.the passion of it all. the love part comes into it when you cant part with it. that something that makes you want to put a bandaid over the problem and let it heal. love is that thing that makes you realize that thing you care about is worth fighting for...

thats my definition, whats yours?

im killing time before i head off to the airport. im going on a short vacation with my boy to the gold coast in Queensland Australia, for those that dont know it heres a  few pics

im so excited. theres so much to do there and its just going to be great to relax before SoundwaveFestival . ( btw lemme know if your going) and Uni which starts up the following monday ( ewww). Next holiday i want to go to Melbourne, NZ and then Japan. I think I'd love Japan. Where would you suggest my next holiday be?